Make a Present of the Past, and give something to the Future

2007-03-14T10:36:00.000+08:00

Lalalalalalaa,

*click click * on the mouse button, and no i am not at home, nor am i in Aussie, I am in Sg working my butt off, trying to save enuff money for some big big event that will happen in the next 2 years, but it seems that it is hard to save, esp when i spent money like nobody's buisness.

I really need to exercise some self control.

I just remember hearing on 98.7 fm one morning on my way to work, someone hated bloggers and say some nasty things. Was really laughing my head off, cause i am still surprised to hear this kind of selfish things coming out from singaporeans.

If you DON'T like something, Get the hell over it. What bloggers like to do is their buisness, you don't like it? DON'T read it.

Bloggers blogs for many reasons,

We are now in the ERA of TECHNOLOGY, who will ever take out a pen and start writing dairy? print out photos and paste it in?

Nowadays, everything is digital, take a camera SNAP, and then uploading to the net is so much easier and faster.

We blog to keep memories, be it HAPPY or SAD.

Well that perons on air was asked 1 question " Are you envy of those blogger's perfect life? "

She answered " No "

On come on, if you are not envy, why are you angry or even upset?

Tsk Tsk Singaporeans, forever complaining, rude driving habits, thinking having money, they can do whatever they wan.

Another Incident,

Brought my darling to get her laptop fixed at the ******* service center. Upon reaching there, there is this couple, well dressed, and was there making a scene, complaining on a problem that has been on-going for sometime.

Yes i can understand that it is frustrating that the problem keeps coming back, however they think that they paid for the laptop things have to be done their way.

The Guy says " Money is not a problem, you get this fixed for me today! " shouting at the guy who was at the counter. Oh come on~!! the guy is just working there, and yes the guy represent ******* but it is not his fault for the laptop problem. So by disrespecting him and yelling at him can make the problem goes away?

Come on, every person who uses windows and mac knows that windows crashes all the time.

the best part was that after the guy saying "money is not a problem" the lady was telling another lady " the laptop very expensive you know...."

I was laughing my head off, your guy is saying money is not a problem and there you are saying the thing is expensive.

You have so much money then you go and buy a new one la, buy another brand la.

Got nothing to do ah go there and create a scene, the guy just work there and everyone can see that the guy is being very nice and trying to speak to you nicely.

YOU WAN RESPECT FROM OTHERS, RESPECT OTHERS FIRST.

This incident is typical singaporean behavior.

Sad to say my dad is like that too, however it is good if he is on your side.

On the lady said something which i am shocked that those words come out from her mouth

" We singaporeans are educated ok! " WoW, educated and yet behaving this way. For F**k sake, if you can say that, then behave like one.

Me being away in another country for close to 2 years, when people ask me where i am from, I say Singapore, they always reply " Nice Country, Clean and Orderly "

Clean yup, very clean, orderly, Yup very low crime rate. Nice? not a chance.

Singaporean drive with no manners. Go to other country, if you signal that you wanna change lane, the cars behind will automatic let you change.

Singapore? Not a chance, you signal wanting to change, the other drivers will be thinking " WANT TO CHANGE LANE??? NOT A CHANGE FOR YOU!!! HAHAHA " and then floor the accelerator. haha

Well this is singapore for ya

2007-01-10T11:51:00.000+08:00

Winner, that is all i can say.

So much on my mind, i just hope you see my point, but after all this, i guess it is just you afterall.

I give up on making you see my point.

No more will i try, I will just do things your way

Love you

2006-12-07T15:10:00.000+08:00

I did something silly 2 mths back and i guess i deserved it. There are times when there are troubled things on my mind, but i do not wanna show it out and worried you.

Yes, i did play game and ignore you but i did explain to you over and over, and i am tired of explaining to you anymore, so i just take it that fine it is my fault.

No matter how mch i explained, you always have another reason to counter it, and sometimes to be honest it really do not make any sense. All these while i been keeping things to myself, all these while, i was hoping you could see my point.

But after so long, you still don't. I still love you, in fact i love you so much that you will never know. But i guess in your eyes, that don't really matter to you much.

I know i promised you the letter that i will be replying to you, and i still remember that, but it is just that i am too busy to reply, i am either at work or i will be at your side.

Can't you see that i am trying my best to make you happy, but i can't satisfy all. Yes, you keep saying i have hurt you. But have you ever sstop and think that you have hurt me too? just that i kept quiet and not show it out.

If i really hurt you that much, all i can say is sorry. And i will tr my best to make it up to you and not repeat the mistakes ever.

Loving you always,
Eugene

2006-10-17T16:18:00.000+08:00

This is a dead blog, dun waste your time here

2006-08-02T11:59:00.000+08:00

Wahahahahaha!!

2006-07-04T01:13:00.000+08:00

Read someone's blog today, got so blardy pissed~!!! first she say i did bastard things, then now says i cheated her~!!! DAMN you bitch~!! You were the one who dumped me in the first place, did things that are not meant to be done, and i did all the things i could to maintain the FARKING r/s, and here you are, daring to bad mouth me and say that i did bastard things to you and bluff you? Get a farking life ya~! Thank Goodness i have found someone so many times better than you, and thank god that the person is NOT you.

2006-06-24T02:15:00.000+08:00

24th June, finally all my exams are over, and i am looking myself on my webcam, oh my gosh, my dark eye rings are dark~!!! kekeke time to get some sleep, on by the way i will be back on the 25th~!!! woohooo~~!!!

2006-06-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

三更半夜Savish的我只听见Ojisan骑着单车卖着馒头
Yohji Han Desu 你究竟在哪里
难道你又是在Kurabu唱着Nakashi呦 oh 不知道你还爱不爱我
我哪里做错请你快告诉我我打不还手我骂不还口
只要你说一声 "Ai shitteru"别说Sayonara Hitori De
孤苦伶仃的我苦等着Anata两年三个月没有消息
快要发疯我听到门铃声 Sumimasen宅急便说他要找的在隔壁
oh 我怀疑你已经不爱我想要离开我我求你不要走
我为你减肥我为你喝醉请不要说你已不爱我亲爱的Anata
(Anata Anata oh , please don't go ! )
我要你知道我永远爱你如果失去你我就活不下去
我们最Match 我不会怪你因为有一天你会看见我爬出电视

this song is so cute

2006-06-19T00:30:00.000+08:00

It is the final countdown to my paper~!!! muahaha blog later,

GTG study~!!!

2006-06-17T02:46:00.000+08:00

Wow, it is 4.38 am, my alarm just rang, kekeke i am waiting for my baby's sms to tell me that she is home already, i miss her so much. Nothing much happen today just the normal slacking and a bit of reading books, but most of the time is spent in the bed slacking and lazing around.

Ok gonna go call her now, blog later~!!

One word for today: Procrastinate

2006-06-14T23:05:00.000+08:00

Time apart is so torturing, 10 more days till i see my baby again. I have already started packing my stuff, lol. I am gonna stay alone for the next semester, hee, can't wait, but first i will have to go back to sg, into my baby's arms.

I have been seperated from her for some time now, and it is so torturing. I miss her so much~! Jia you, 10 more days to go. Baby i love you~!!!

World Cup fever is on~!!! And i am getting Fever too ~!!! lol

2006-06-13T16:00:00.000+08:00

World Cup Fever is on right now, was watching the Japan Vs Australia Match last night, Japan deserved the lost, cause their finishing was sloppy, had breakfast at a cafe this morning and the cafe owner was like go Aussie go~! lol

I miss my baby so much, i think i need to rest more le, getting feverish lately, must be the blardy KFC that i ate last night, guess the Aussies are just trying to poison me lol, just kidding.

Time to eat my dinner and then go badminton, hmmm in my state, i think i go there for fun only :)

Blog later.

2006-06-12T16:56:00.000+08:00

My baby, sent me this photo from the fitting room, this dress looks absolutely fabulous on her, I was stunned when i saw this picture, Now i miss her even more. Baby, I love you~!!

2006-06-12T16:48:00.000+08:00

Ok I am Farking pissed with my roommate, i was talking to my gf on a long distance call, and i wasn't talking loudly or anything, in fact i was like whispering. He got up and msn me this

'hey, is it possible for you to call april at her house? actually it's quite disturbing and i really cannot rest well all these while. i think i need proper rest for my studies. is it possible for you to compromise to me during this examination period? i really need proper environment to rest and study yeah? i'm sorry if i'm rude. but yeah, i really cannot rest well.'

What the FARK~!!!

First thing first, you are stressed, so? you think you are the only one taking exam? you think you are the only one that need proper rest? I paid for the rent too, Do I even complain when i slept like 5 am and you woke up at 7 am and start slamming stuff? If you can't handle the stress that is your own farking problem. You farking retard~! Stop blaming people for your stuff.

This is super farking insulting to me, compromise to you? i been compromising the whole semester, and yes you are farking Rude~!! you Moron~!

2006-06-11T20:42:00.000+08:00

hahaha another lazy sunday for me, 1 more week will my first paper, i think i will have to buck up now, but that will only be after tonight, no way am i going to study on a sunday night, what's more, world cup is on~!!! hehehe k k time to go watch the game now~!! Blog Later

2006-06-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

1 word for today: Lazy

2006-06-09T13:51:00.000+08:00

So many happy memories for the past few days, time spent with her goes by so fast, how i wish i have the remote control from the movie 'click' then i can just press either the slow motion button or the pause button.

Went to FCUK and some other factories outlet for shopping and guess what? I spent till my card limit~!! and transaction doesn;t approve lol. Just got back to newcastle, now that she has gone home, my torture has began, 16 days without her, and 16 days of studies and exams

Guess it is time for me to buck up and study hard :) well, time to go get a rest and then start my studying~! * i hope *

Missing her like crazy

2006-06-05T16:24:00.000+08:00

I have moved on in my life, everything is fine now. Finally, the ordeal is over,
it is like a stone lifted from my chest.

All this would not be possible if, that special someone is not there for me,
she has been so supportive, listening to all my whinings when she herself has some trouble to deal with.

Now, she has 1 last submission, and i shall be there for her. She is flying on the coming friday, and i will be left here in newcastle preparing for my exams.

I will be missing her like crazy.

2006-06-02T06:54:00.000+08:00

Friday, 2nd of June, 6.30am

Location : April's place

Couldn't stay at home, too much things has happen for the past few hours.
She wants me back, why do this has to happen each and everytime i decided to move on?
She told me another drastic news again, she got together with my childhood friend.
Then call and cried on the phone,why? because my childhood friend dumped her.
She thought that me and my childhood friend conspired against her, what an insult,
added to injury. I knew that this will happen, but she insisted that she will not fall for him,
Blah Blah Blah...telling me how much she loves me, but dun you think,
it is just a little bit too late? to tell me that now? why couldn't she tell me earlier?
when i was still trying to hang on to whatever that is left. No, she has to wait till all
this has happened, then she comes crying to me?

if she has the cheek to get another bf after we broke up, why does she wants me back?
she threaten me with death, and took a whole row of panadol. what is it that she wants from me?
All this time, is she toying me? can someone tell me? Someone says give her false hope, but
to me, that will just make things worse when i get back to sg. I just wanna get this over with,
i wanna move on with my life, i wanna be free from all this, i dun need more worries now, not now,
especially that the exam is coming soon.

Well, good thing someone is here with me, i guess if that person is not here, well that person is
kinda sensible at the same time, heartless to guys. i would not know how to handle the situation,
if not for her providing me so many options. So a BIG THANK YOU to YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

Another good news is that i finally might be able to get rid of the baleno, my first baby in Aus,
which has gone thru thick and thin with me, so many mods that i did myself, new stereo, neon light,
sensitive throttle, new 18" rims. Maybe i will post a picture of it later. :)

well i guess that is all for now.

Mood: 50-50

2006-06-01T15:32:00.000+08:00

Oh no
Don't go changing
That's what you told me from the start
Thought you where something different
That's when it all just fell apart
Like you're so perfect
And I can't measure up
Well I'm not perfect
Just all messed up

I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not

It's not like I need somebody
Telling me where I should go at night
Don't worry you'll find somebody
Someone to tell how to live their life
Cause your so perfect
And no one measures up
Yeah all by yourself
You're all messed up

I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not

Now wait a minute
Because of you
I never knew all the things that I had
Hey don't u get it
I'm not going anywhere with you tonight
Cause this is my life

I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's was everything
Everything I'm not

But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
she was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not

2006-06-01T00:33:00.000+08:00

Wednessday, 1.28 am

Location: Bar Beach

I am feeling so much better now, after all those gibberish that i have type in my note pad.

Today has been a pleasant day for me. Handed in my 3240 Assignment.

Guess i am abit worried about April, cause her submission is due soon,

and we stay up the whole night doing work, me writing my essay n her drawing her stuff on autocad.

She didn't have much sleep to start with and she still have tons of stuff to do for her 17%.

Sure hope she copes well with her sub, kinda running low on cash right now, maybe it is time to xfer some funds over.

what am i going to do with 2 cars? i got no need for that lol guess i might need to sell it,maybe fund will be available there.

time to save up a bit for sdyney this coming weekend lol

Ooh did i mention that the scenery at Bar Beach is beautiful at night, the sound of the wind, the waves,

just kinda soothing.

Been thinking why i didn't wanna stay in my room so much, maybe because it is fill with tons of painful memories,

maybe that is why i wanna get out, guess from now, that room is just a place for me to sleep and eat, after that time to get out,

lol how i wish i can just move to some where near Bar Beach, that will be nice, i can go suntanning~!! Yipee~!! Oops but i forgot,

it is winter right now. lol Freeze my butt off trying to get myself a nice brown tan :P

Maybe i should start writing something in a book, sort of confession to the sins that i have committed.

A book to tells the ugly past of mine, a scarred past.

To be honest, i was really quite bastard when i was young, toying around with ladies' feelings,

maybe what goes around, comes around.

Everyone has a past, ok i read this at someone else blog but it is true, everyone has a past,

and if a future someone learns about the past of yours and is kinda like ' errmmm i dun know ' this kinda people are not really worth it.

For me, i had have gfs with all kinds of past, married women, divorcee, single mum etc, people ask me, why do i still love them, when they

have such a past? Well the answer is really simple, you love a person for who she is, and not love the person for the past.

The past is there, it is permanently there, what can you do about it? and if you really love that someone, you would care much for his/her past

You love the person for who he/she is, and if the relationship really doesn't work out, fine he/she is not the one for you.

One thing i have learn from all my relationships, that is to forgive and forget, no matter how bad the mistake is, as long as she is honest with you,

you will have a future, you just have to forgive n forget, cause she has taken the most important first step, and that is to confess to you on her mistake.

He/she has already show you that you are the one for him/her, it will be your move to decide what to do, if you really love a person, you will forgive and forget,

I know that when this happen there is a scar, but things will work out if both parties trys hard enough to create many wonderful memories to over-shadow it.

Dammit why am i always back to this topic on relationship. lol i guess i should go and write a book or something.

2006-06-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

wednessday, 1 am,

location : bar beach

Just put and entry in on key points to having a successful relationship. those are just simple points but how many people can actually do it?As for me, i dun think i am even qualify to put that entry in, for my last relationship, it is true that i have some bad points, i tried to change, but i guess it is not enough, and when someone wanna end the relationship, they can come up with all kind of excuses. The entry on having a successful relationship is basically what i believed in, but what did i get out of it? Painful memories. I dare to say that i myself is a human being, i do make mistakes at times, i admit those mistakes and try not to make them again. she says that when she needs me i am not there for her, how am i suppose to do that when,
singapore and i am in australia? i been spending heaps of money on phone cards, calling her whenever i can, trying to assure her that i am there for her, seems like it is not enough,i have been clinging on for as long as i could, and even at the start of the relationship,she has been saying that she wants a break up, for as long as i can remember, i clung on to this, shed tears to the point my eyes hurts and no more tears flows, every day, every month. all she says is that our character does not suit each other.

like i say, being in a relationship, we have to compromise, love each other for who we are, but to her, it just doesn't work. Easter holidays, i flew back to accompany her for 2 weeks, just wanted to make sure that she feels secure. Things were fine, but somehow, something was wrong. When i ask her what is wrong, she would say nothing, finally till the day when we are about to break up, she tells me, she is sick of hearing me asking what is wrong, she wants someone who can really understand her, someone who knows what is wrong with her just by looking at her.

Yes, her ex might have been able to do that, but i am not her ex, from my view point, she is just taking me as a sub,for companion, she has been comparing me and her ex since day 1. Everytime, she meets with a problem, she would call her ex first,instead of calling me. Giving me the reason that overseas phone call is expensive. Is that a valid reason? i have already spent so much on the phone bills just $10 more does not makes a difference, if she think calling me is expensive, why can't she just sent a sms to me, and i will call back.

this is just my point of view, of course, she will has her point of view, but right now, i just wanna find some place where i can just shout & yell until i lose my voice.

Now that all this has past, it is time to move on, it seems like all my previous entries has been dwelling on the past. I guess I am the one who couldn't let go.

Well the time has come to move along to my next phase of life and what will that be? Guess i will find out pretty soon :)

2006-05-31T21:47:00.000+08:00

Relationships, it is a complex matter that involves 2 people. How do you define relationship? Do you and your partner needs to have a suitable character, then you can be together, or you just have to accept them for who they are?

Sometimes people ends their relationship even though they still love that person very much, why is that so? is it because they have grown tired of the person? maybe because they have a problem in between them, that has been going on and on for so long.

I guess the key to a successful relationship will be;

Trust - a important factor in a relationship, cause if there is no trust, the relationship will collaspe, that is 100%. for e.g - a guy who loves his spouse so much, however, he doesn't really trust her. what is gonna happen? he will become over-suspicious, possessive, thinking that his spouse is doing something behind his back everytime she is out of his sight. Starts a quarrel with a topic which was never there in the first place.

Communication - is also an important factor. When there is a arguement, most of the time, couples will be yelling and screaming at each other at the top of their voice, does this achieve anything, the answer is no. when problem arise, why don't people just take a step back and look at the whole picture? look at the problem from mulitple points. As the saying goes it takes 2 hands to clap, so this will not work if 1 party is willing to talk while the other doesn't.

Listen and change - after talking, the most sensible thing to do is to think about what has gone wrong. what does your spouse wants from you? is there anything that you did and she doesn't like it? while talking listen and try to change bit by bit. and not by changing for like 1 or 2 days... then it is back to normal again. This will not work, in fact, your other half is gonna get so tired of you doing the same old thing again, and when you realised it, and wanna talk about it, most likely the other half has already given up hope in you changing.

Cherish your other half - ok this part is for guys mainly, gals, your other half is there for you to pamper them, to be their listening ears, be there when they need you. Even if it is the tinest of things, stop whatever you are doing and go listen to them. It is the thought that counts, it is the little things that counts. Most guys, once they have successfully gotten the girl of their dreams, they Will let up, this is a mistake which i myself have done so many time wrong. LOL

For a successful relationship, both parties have to give and take at the same time, it is hard for people to just take and not give, this way you will just wear your other half down. and Love will turn into anger, anger into resentment and lastly and inevitably, the break up.

although all this points are easy, like i said it takes 2 hands to clap. so to all the couples out there, cherish your other half, pick up your mobiles, your home phones, send a text mesaage to your other halves and just tell them the 3 simple words " I love You "

Mood: mixed - feeling kinda sucky.

2006-05-30T15:33:00.000+08:00

Time to move on, and i sure did.

Time to put the past behind me, and i sure did.

Time to start my life anew again, and i sure did.

Time to start studying for exams, that i sure didn't.

Well, i am glad that all those ordeal is over, and my life starts anew.

Make a Present of the Past, and give something to the Future.

2006-05-29T17:52:00.000+08:00

All the things she once said to me, all the promises she made.
Those are just empty promises, so time for me to move on,
Now it is really 'kiss good bye'

baby不要再哭泣
这一幕多么熟悉
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
每一次想开口但不如保持安静
给我一分钟专心
好好欣赏你的美
幸福搭配悲伤
痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
别把我心也带走
去跟随
每一次和你分开
深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔
痛苦难以释怀
每一次kiss you goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白
—-
但欠你的我不能给
我才明白爱最真实的滋味
我终于明白

Time to move on,
Gene

2006-05-29T08:27:00.000+08:00

29th May 2006,

it has been a long time since i am up so early to go to class. Furthermore, i slept like 5 am the previous day. Didn't really felt very happy when i wake up, i wonder why. Guess i am just pmsing, lol a guy pmsing?

Handed in my 2 things that needed to hand in.

Thoughts

Will i find that special someone?

Is she here already?

Maybe n Maybe not

Does she knows?

Maybe n Maybe not

Guess i know the reasons why i am feeling like Sh*t. Been going to Mount Sugarloaf so often, just dun feel like staying at home. I just feel so stuffed up in my little corner of the room. Maybe, i just wanna do somethings that i have always wanted to. But what are those stuff? i need time to settle down and think over stuff, alone, by myself. Guess, i will just disappear for a while, from everything.

There are things that i wanna say, but now is not the right time. My life is in a total mess, how did it get to this point? where i just feel so restless, just wanna drop whatever i have in my hand now and just disappear. I wanna cry, i wanna shout, but everytime no tears or voice came out of my mouth. Everything just seems stuck.

Mood: Sucky

2006-05-27T01:09:00.000+08:00

Got a fright just now, while i was driving, i thought that i lost my driver license. It simply disappear from my wallet. Scary Scary Scary, was so afriad that i get stop for random Breathe Test. Cause the first thing that the cops will ask, your driver license please. LOL

Had a very sinful lunch and dinner, fish n chips for lunch, and seafood laksa for dinner. All the deep fried things and coconut milk, i even had Mc'nugget meal for supper. Luckily, it was shared between me and april, so not so bad, but still, Fat i will be. lol
time to go to bed blog tomorrow.

Mood: Happy

2006-05-26T17:11:00.000+08:00

Woohooo~!!! Victoria Secret is having sales~!!

So all the ladies out there, what are you waiting for? it is time to shop till you drop~!! hehehe

2006-05-25T03:03:00.000+08:00

Nothing else to say, a picture tells a thousand words.
And this right here, expressed my emotion perfectly fine.

2006-05-17T20:40:00.000+08:00

I like big butts an' I cannot lie.
You otha brothas can't deny.
That when a girl walks in wit' a itty bitty waist an'
A round thing in yo' face. You get SPRUNG.
Wanna pull up tough, cuz you notice that butt was STUFFED.
Deep in the jeans she's wearin'.
I'm hooked an' I can't stop starin'.
Oh baby, I wanna get wit' ya,
An' take yo' picta.
My homeboys tried to warn me.
But that butt you got makes me so horny.
Ooh, rumpled smooth skin.
You say you wanna Get in ma Benz?
Well, use me, use me,
Cuz you ain't that average groupy.
I seen her dancin',
To Hell wit' romancin'.
She's sweat. Wet.
Got it goin' like a Turbo 'Vette.
I'm tired o' magazines
Sayin' flat butts are the thing.
Take the average black man and ask him that.
She gotta pack much back.
So fella's (YEAH), fella's (YEAH),
Does your girlfrien' got the butt? (HELL, YEAH)
So tell 'em to shake it (SHAKE IT),
Shake it (SHAKE IT)
Shake that healthy butt.
Baby got back.
(L.A. back with a Oakland booty.)
Baby got back.
(L.A. back with a Oakland booty.)
(L.A. back with a Oakland booty.)

I like 'em round and big,
An' when I'm throwin' a gig,
I jus' can't help maself,
I'm actin' like an animal.
Now here's ma scandal,
I wanna get ya home an' UH,
Double up, uh, uh.
I ain' talkin' about Playboy,
'Cause silicone parts are made for toys.
I wan' 'em real thick an' juicy.
So fin' that juicy double.
Mix Alot's in trouble,
Beggin' for a piece o' that bubble.
So I'm lookin' at rock videos.
Watchin' these bimbos
Walkin' like hoes.
You can have them bimbos.
I'll keep my women like Flo Jo.
A word to tha thick soul sistas,
I wanna get wit' ya.
I won' cuss, o' hit ya.
But I gotta be straight
When I say I wanna...
Til' the break o' dawn,
Baby, got it goin' on,
A lot o' pimps won't like this song,
Cause them punks like to hit it an' quit it,
An' I'd ratha stay an' play,
Cuz I'm long, and I'm strong,
An' I'm down to get the friction on.
So, ladies (YEAH) ladies (YEAH),
Do you wanna roll ma Mercedes? (YEAH)
Then turn aroun', stick it out,
Even white boys got ta shout.
Baby got back.
Baby got back!

Yeah baby.
When it comes to females,
Cosmo ain't got nuthin' to do with ma selection.
36-24-36.
Only is she's 5' 3".

So yo girlfriend drives a Honda,
Playin' workout tapes by Fonda,
But Fonda ain't got a motor in the back o' her Honda.
My anaconda don't want want none,
Unless you got buns, hun.
You can do side bends or sit-ups,
But please don' lose that butt.
Some brothas wanna play that hard role,
And tell ya that butt ain' gol',
So they toss it, an' leave it,
An' I pull up quick to retrive it.
So Cosmo says yo' fat,
Well, I ain' down wit' that.
'Cause yo waist is small an' you're curves are kickin',
An' I'm thinkin' about stickin'.
To the beanpole dames in the magazines.
You ain't it Miss Thang.
Gimme a sista, can't resist ha,
Red beans an' rice didn' miss ha.
Some knucklehead tried to diss.
Cuz his girls are on ma lis',
He had game but he chose to hit 'em,
An' I pull up quick to get wit' 'em.
So ladies if tha butt is round,
An' you wanna XXX slow down,
Call 1-900-MIX-ALOT,
An kick them nasty thought',
Baby got back.
Baby got back.

Oh, my... God.
Becky, look at her butt, it is so big.
She looks like one of those rap guy's girlfriends.
Who understands those rap guys?
They only talk to her because she looks like a total prostitute, okay.
I mean, her butt! It's just so.. Big.
I can't believe it's just so.. Round.
It's, like, out there. I mean, gross.
Look! She's just so... Black!

I like big butts an' I cannot lie.
You otha brothas can't deny.
That when a girl walks in wit' a itty bitty waist an'
A round thing in yo' face. You get SPRUNG.
Wanna pull up tough, cuz you notice that butt was STUFFED.
Deep in the jeans she's wearin'.
I'm hooked an' I can't stop starin'.
Oh baby, I wanna get wit' ya,
An' take yo' picta.
My homeboys tried to warn me.
But that butt you got makes me so horny.
Ooh, rumpled smooth skin.
You say you wanna bet in ma Benz,
Well, use me, use me,
Cuz you ain't that average groupy.
I seen her dancin',
To Hell wit' romancin'.
She's sweat. Wet.
Got it goin' like a Turbo 'Vette.
I'm tired o' magazines
Sayin' flat butts are the thing.
Take the average black man and ask him that.
She gotta pack much back.
So fella's (YEAH), fella's (YEAH),
Does your girlfrien' got the butt? (HELL, YEAH)
So tell 'em to shake it (SHAKE IT),
Shake it (SHAKE IT)
Shake that healthy butt.
Baby got back.
(L.A. back with a Oakland booty.)
Baby got back.
(L.A. back with a Oakland booty.)
(L.A. back with a Oakland booty.)

I like 'em round and big,
An' when I'm throwin' a gig,
I jus' can't help maself,
I'm actin' like an animal.
Now here's ma scandal,
I wanna get ya home an' UH,
Double up, uh, uh.
I ain' talkin' about Playboy,
'Cause silicone parts are made for toys.
I wan' 'em real thick an' juicy.
So fin' that juicy double.
Mix Alot's in trouble,
Beggin' for a piece o' that bubble.
So I'm lookin' at rock videos.
Watchin' these bimbos
Walkin' like hoes.
You can have them bimbos.
I'll keep my women like Flo Jo.
A word to tha thick soul sistas,
I wanna get wit' ya.
I won' cuss, o' hit ya.
But I gotta be straight
When I say I wanna...
Til' the break o' dawn,
Baby, got it goin' on,
A lot o' pimps won't like this song,
Cause them punks like to hit it an' quit it,
An' I'd ratha stay an' play,
Cuz I'm long, and I'm strong,
An' I'm down to get the friction on.
So, ladies (YEAH) ladies (YEAH),
Do you wanna roll ma Mercedes? (YEAH)
Then turn aroun', stick it out,
Even white boys got ta shout.
Baby got back.
Baby got back!

Yeah baby.
When it comes to females,
Cosmo ain't got nuthin' to do with ma selection.
36-24-36.
Only is she's 5' 3".

So yo girlfriend drives a Honda,
Playin' workout tapes by Fonda,
But Fonda ain't got a motor in the back o' her Honda.
My anaconda don't want want none,
Unless you got buns, hun.
You can do side bends or sit-ups,
But please don' lose that butt.
Some brothas wanna play that hard role,
And tell ya that butt ain' gol',
So they toss it, an' leave it,
An' I pull up quick to retrive it.
So Cosmo says yo' fat,
Well, I ain' down wit' that.
'Cause yo waist is small an' you're curves are kickin',
An' I'm thinkin' about stickin'.
To the beanpole dames in the magazines.
You ain't it Miss Thang.
Gimme a sista, can't resist ha,
Red beans an' rice didn' miss ha.
Some knucklehead tried to diss.
Cuz his girls are on ma lis',
He had game but he chose to hit 'em,
An' I pull up quick to get wit' 'em.
So ladies if tha butt is round,
An' you wanna XXX slow down,
Call 1-900-MIX-ALOT,
An kick them nasty thought',
Baby got back.
Baby got back.

Little in tha middle but you got much back.
Little in tha middle but you got much back.
Oh, my... God.
Becky, look at her butt, it is so big.
She looks like one of those rap guy's girlfriends.
Who understands those rap guys?
They only talk to her because she looks like a total prostitute, okay.
I mean, her butt! It's just so.. Big.
I can't believe it's just so.. Round.
It's, like, out there. I mean, gross.
Look! She's just so... Black!

I like big butts an' I cannot lie.
You otha brothas can't deny.
That when a girl walks in wit' a itty bitty waist an'
A round thing in yo' face. You get SPRUNG.
Wanna pull up tough, cuz you notice that butt was STUFFED.
Deep in the jeans she's wearin'.
I'm hooked an' I can't stop starin'.
Oh baby, I wanna get wit' ya,
An' take yo' picta.
My homeboys tried to warn me.
But that butt you got makes me so horny.
Ooh, rumpled smooth skin.
You say you wanna bet in ma Benz,
Well, use me, use me,
Cuz you ain't that average groupy.
I seen her dancin',
To Hell wit' romancin'.
She's sweat. Wet.
Got it goin' like a Turbo 'Vette.
I'm tired o' magazines
Sayin' flat butts are the thing.
Take the average black man and ask him that.
She gotta pack much back.
So fella's (YEAH), fella's (YEAH),
Does your girlfrien' got the butt? (HELL, YEAH)
So tell 'em to shake it (SHAKE IT),
Shake it (SHAKE IT)
Shake that healthy butt.
Baby got back.
(L.A. back with a Oakland booty.)
Baby got back.
(L.A. back with a Oakland booty.)
(L.A. back with a Oakland booty.)

I like 'em round and big,
An' when I'm throwin' a gig,
I jus' can't help maself,
I'm actin' like an animal.
Now here's ma scandal,
I wanna get ya home an' UH,
Double up, uh, uh.
I ain' talkin' about Playboy,
'Cause silicone parts are made for toys.
I wan' 'em real thick an' juicy.
So fin' that juicy double.
Mix Alot's in trouble,
Beggin' for a piece o' that bubble.
So I'm lookin' at rock videos.
Watchin' these bimbos
Walkin' like hoes.
You can have them bimbos.
I'll keep my women like Flo Jo.
A word to tha thick soul sistas,
I wanna get wit' ya.
I won' cuss, o' hit ya.
But I gotta be straight
When I say I wanna...
Til' the break o' dawn,
Baby, got it goin' on,
A lot o' pimps won't like this song,
Cause them punks like to hit it an' quit it,
An' I'd ratha stay an' play,
Cuz I'm long, and I'm strong,
An' I'm down to get the friction on.
So, ladies (YEAH) ladies (YEAH),
Do you wanna roll ma Mercedes? (YEAH)
Then turn aroun', stick it out,
Even white boys got ta shout.
Baby got back.
Baby got back!

Yeah baby.
When it comes to females,
Cosmo ain't got nuthin' to do with ma selection.
36-24-36.
Only is she's 5' 3".

So yo girlfriend drives a Honda,
Playin' workout tapes by Fonda,
But Fonda ain't got a motor in the back o' her Honda.
My anaconda don't want want none,
Unless you got buns, hun.
You can do side bends or sit-ups,
But please don' lose that butt.
Some brothas wanna play that hard role,
And tell ya that butt ain' gol',
So they toss it, an' leave it,
An' I pull up quick to retrive it.
So Cosmo says yo' fat,
Well, I ain' down wit' that.
'Cause yo waist is small an' you're curves are kickin',
An' I'm thinkin' about stickin'.
To the beanpole dames in the magazines.
You ain't it Miss Thang.
Gimme a sista, can't resist ha,
Red beans an' rice didn' miss ha.
Some knucklehead tried to diss.
Cuz his girls are on ma lis',
He had game but he chose to hit 'em,
An' I pull up quick to get wit' 'em.
So ladies if tha butt is round,
An' you wanna XXX slow down,
Call 1-900-MIX-ALOT,
An kick them nasty thought',
Baby got back.
Baby got back.

Little in tha middle but you got much back.
Little in tha middle but you got much back.
Oh, my... God.
Becky, look at her butt, it is so big.
She looks like one of those rap guy's girlfriends.
Who understands those rap guys?
They only talk to her because she looks like a total prostitute, okay.
I mean, her butt! It's just so.. Big.
I can't believe it's just so.. Round.
It's, like, out there. I mean, gross.
Look! She's just so... Black!

I like big butts an' I cannot lie.
You otha brothas can't deny.
That when a girl walks in wit' a itty bitty waist an'
A round thing in yo' face. You get SPRUNG.
Wanna pull up tough, cuz you notice that butt was STUFFED.
Deep in the jeans she's wearin'.
I'm hooked an' I can't stop starin'.
Oh baby, I wanna get wit' ya,
An' take yo' picta.
My homeboys tried to warn me.
But that butt you got makes me so horny.
Ooh, rumpled smooth skin.
You say you wanna bet in ma Benz,
Well, use me, use me,
Cuz you ain't that average groupy.
I seen her dancin',
To Hell wit' romancin'.
She's sweat. Wet.
Got it goin' like a Turbo 'Vette.
I'm tired o' magazines
Sayin' flat butts are the thing.
Take the average black man and ask him that.
She gotta pack much back.
So fella's (YEAH), fella's (YEAH),
Does your girlfrien' got the butt? (HELL, YEAH)
So tell 'em to shake it (SHAKE IT),
Shake it (SHAKE IT)
Shake that healthy butt.
Baby got back.
(L.A. back with a Oakland booty.)
Baby got back.
(L.A. back with a Oakland booty.)
(L.A. back with a Oakland booty.)

I like 'em round and big,
An' when I'm throwin' a gig,
I jus' can't help maself,
I'm actin' like an animal.
Now here's ma scandal,
I wanna get ya home an' UH,
Double up, uh, uh.
I ain' talkin' about Playboy,
'Cause silicone parts are made for toys.
I wan' 'em real thick an' juicy.
So fin' that juicy double.
Mix Alot's in trouble,
Beggin' for a piece o' that bubble.
So I'm lookin' at rock videos.
Watchin' these bimbos
Walkin' like hoes.
You can have them bimbos.
I'll keep my women like Flo Jo.
A word to tha thick soul sistas,
I wanna get wit' ya.
I won' cuss, o' hit ya.
But I gotta be straight
When I say I wanna...
Til' the break o' dawn,
Baby, got it goin' on,
A lot o' pimps won't like this song,
Cause them punks like to hit it an' quit it,
An' I'd ratha stay an' play,
Cuz I'm long, and I'm strong,
An' I'm down to get the friction on.
So, ladies (YEAH) ladies (YEAH),
Do you wanna roll ma Mercedes? (YEAH)
Then turn aroun', stick it out,
Even white boys got ta shout.
Baby got back.
Baby got back!

Yeah baby.
When it comes to females,
Cosmo ain't got nuthin' to do with ma selection.
36-24-36.
Only is she's 5' 3".

So yo girlfriend drives a Honda,
Playin' workout tapes by Fonda,
But Fonda ain't got a motor in the back o' her Honda.
My anaconda don't want want none,
Unless you got buns, hun.
You can do side bends or sit-ups,
But please don' lose that butt.
Some brothas wanna play that hard role,
And tell ya that butt ain' gol',
So they toss it, an' leave it,
An' I pull up quick to retrive it.
So Cosmo says yo' fat,
Well, I ain' down wit' that.
'Cause yo waist is small an' you're curves are kickin',
An' I'm thinkin' about stickin'.
To the beanpole dames in the magazines.
You ain't it Miss Thang.
Gimme a sista, can't resist ha,
Red beans an' rice didn' miss ha.
Some knucklehead tried to diss.
Cuz his girls are on ma lis',
He had game but he chose to hit 'em,
An' I pull up quick to get wit' 'em.
So ladies if tha butt is round,
An' you wanna XXX slow down,
Call 1-900-MIX-ALOT,
And kick them nasty thoughts!
Baby's got back.
Baby got back.

Li'l in tha middle but she got much back.
Li'l in tha middle but she got much back.
Li'l in tha middle but she got much back.
Li'l in tha middle but she got much back.

2006-05-17T02:01:00.000+08:00

2006-04-09T16:37:00.000+08:00

Suicidal

Maybe i should just disappear from the face of this earth, since i am bringing so much misery to people's life. sometimes i really wonder what the FUCK am i doing over here. I should just be sent to some war torn country and be torn apart by all the bullets flying around. I should just die.

2006-04-08T11:43:00.000+08:00

was in my bed this morning then a sudden thought came to me, are all human selfish by nature?
Are they all destructive, barbaric? I really think so that we are. You maybe thinking nah that cannot be, but look at us, just in a relationship, friends, don't they come and find you only when they need something from you? They come to you when they are sad, or when you sad then you go to them.

Humans, the dominant species on this earth, however, we are the planet's greatest enemy. Don't you think so? we have been killing each other for centuries and centuries, since the first world war till the war in Iraq, all the big talks about keeping peace. How I see it is really just a excuse to go into another country and starts killing, all because of just 1 man's thirst for blood.

We are all so naive that we only believe what our eyes see, when we see 1 guy and 1 girl close to each other, first thoughts that came to our minds will be, they must be a couple in love. But wait, why is it that we see things so superficially? Can't they be just good friends? Siblings?

If only we can just all live together without much conflicts, this can be done, look at Singapore, they have like at least 4 different races on a tiny island, and their crime rate is like one of the lowest. at least 4 different religion on that island. So don't you think that the 'terrorist' that Bush branded is actually just an any other human? They have family too, why can't there be an organisation that actually allows all the leaders in the world to sort out their differences? Instead of seperating the children from the parents just to go into the army, sent them into the battlefield and die there?

Maybe that will never be possible, as human are destructive by nature. No matter how many lessons that history has presented to us to learn from our mistakes, we never will learn. If we look at History itself, we will know that no matter what country, we are all greedy, wanting our own country to be the most powerful. Too many Historic figures to name, Germany the famous Hitler, Mongolia the mighty Khan, China the Ruler Qin Si Huang and the list goes on.

Just wondering when will all the fighting will ever stops, cause right now it seems to me that the fighting will just go on and on. Pathetic race we are.

2006-03-21T10:52:00.000+08:00

Rubbish Thoughts

Sometimes i wonder, what does it takes for one to become a Man-whore? Good looks, Nice Bod, Long D*ck? Or just about anyone can be a Man-whore. It is easy for girls, cause man is simply just interested in planting their seeds in as many women as they can, where women just want to let that special someone plant his seed in her.

Hmmm, will i be able to become a playmate for the ladies? lol That is a question that may never be answered. lol But what happens if i one day do? Will my gf forgives me? How will she sees me? Well all this thoughts just came to me and i thought maybe i will post it up and see what are your views.

2006-03-20T13:32:00.000+08:00

all the tension in the world today
all the little girls fillin up the world today
when the good comes to bad the bad comes to good
but im a live my life like i should (like i should)
now all the critics wanna hit it
shit can ever did it
just because they dont get it
but ill stay fitted
knew there commited
now this red cap gets a wrap from these critics
do we always gotta cry (gotta cry)
do we always gotta live inside a lie (live inside a lie)
lifes just a blast
its movin really fast
better stay on top
or life will kick you in the ass
follow me into a solo
remember that,kid
so what you wanna do
and where you gonna run
when your starin down the cable of my
might put it at your grill like gun
Limp Bizkit is rockin the set
its like russian roulette
when your placin your bet
so dont be upset
when your broke
and your done
cuz im a be the one til i jet(im a be the one til i jet)
i know why you wanna hate me
i know why you wanna hate me
i know why you wanna hate me
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately
i know why you wanna hate me
i know why you wanna hate me
now i know why you wanna hate me
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately
why you wanna hate me
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately
why you wanna hate me
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately
does anybody really know the secret
or the combination for this life
and where they keep it
its kinda sad when u dont know the meanin
but everything happens for a reason (everything happens for a reason)
i dont even know what i should say
cause im an idiot
a loser, microphone abuser
i analyze every second i exist
beatin on my mind every second with my fists
and everybody wanna run (wanna run)
everybody wanna hide from the gun (hide from the gun)
you can take a ride through this life if you want
but you cant take the edge off the knife (no sir)
and now you want your money back (money back)
but your denied cause your brains fried from the sack
and there aint nothin i can do
cause life is a lesson
you learn it when your through
i know why you wanna hate me (wanna hate me)
i know why you wanna hate me (know why you wanna hate me)
i know why you wanna hate me (know why you wanna hate me)
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately
i know why you wanna hate me (why you wanna hate me)
i know why you wanna hate me (you wanna hate me)
now i know why you wanna hate me (wanna hate me)
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately
know why you wanna hate me
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately
know you wanna hate me
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately
now i know why
now i know why
now i know why
now i know why
now i know why you wanna hate me
now i know why you wanna hate me
now i know why you wanna hate me
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately

2006-03-19T16:20:00.000+08:00

I came into this world as a reject
Look into these eyes
Then you'll see the size of these flames
Dwellin on the past
Its burnin' up my brain
Everyone that burns has to learn from the pain
Hey I think about the day
My girlie ran away with my pay
When fellas come to play
No she stuck with my homeez that she fucked
And I'm just a sucker with a lump in my throat
Hey, like a chump
Should I be feelin' bad? No
Should I be feelin good? No
Its kinda sad I'm the laughin' stock of the neighborhood
You would think that I'd be movin' on
But I'm a sucker like I said
Fucked up in the head, not!!
Maybe she just made a mistake
I should give her a break
My heart will ache either way
Hey, what the hell
Watcha want me to say
I wont lie that I cant deny

I did it all for the nookie
C'mon
The nookie
C'mon
So you can take that cookie
And stick it up your, yeah!!
Stick it up your, yeah!!
Stick it up your, yeah!!
Why did it take so long?
Why did I wait so long, huh
To figure it out? but I did it
And I'm the only one underneath the sun who didn't get it
I cant believe that I can be deceived
By my so called girl, but in reality
Had hidden agenda
She put my tender heart in a blender
And still I surrendered
Hey, like a chump

I'm only human
Its so easy for your friends to give you their advice
They tell you to let it go
But its easier said then done
I appreciate it
I do, but just leave me alone
Leave me alone
Just leave me alone!!
Just leave me alone!
Aint nothin' gonna change
If you can go away
Im just gonna stay here and always be the same
Aint nothin' gonna change
If you can go away
Im just gonna stay here and always be the same
Aint nothin' gonna change
If you can go away
Im just gonna stay here and always be the same

2005-09-21T10:17:00.000+08:00

hmmmm matrix MoMo?
lol

2005-09-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

Digitized~!!!

2005-09-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

interior of the soarer

in case you guys wonder what is the blue thing...

it is the Apexi SAFC...heheh

2005-09-20T15:33:00.000+08:00

My Cutie Ivory Height Scandal Kaki~!! * Muah *

2005-09-20T15:25:00.000+08:00

I named her after my Big Sis, Serina :)

2005-09-20T15:23:00.000+08:00

My Baby who has been thru thick and thin with me is going to leave me soon....will miss her....

2005-08-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

Another Roamatic Tragic Love Story - My only love sprung from my only hate, much too unknown, much too late

2005-08-20T11:06:00.000+08:00

boy boy have i grown fat~!!

Me and Ken!!!

2005-08-20T11:01:00.000+08:00

After a long long time....I am finally back on my blog....hahahaha this is a way too long of a delay. It has been like a whole freaking 8 months since my last entry. Thanks to Deborah...my now "good" neighbour...i finally check my blog once again...hahah..almost forgot about my own logon name and pass LOL. Many things had happen in the past 8 months, i dun even know where to start from. Now i guess i will be starting on the thing that is going to happen from now on...all i will say is Good Luck my Good Neighbour. We are the Neighbours from Hell~!! Muahahahahhaha guess i will post some more things later...Ciaos..

2005-08-20T01:32:00.000+08:00

The second day since i have moved into a new room with a friend. Everything is fine and all is well, what am i doing at home on a saturday night? I should be out partying with people and stuff. This just shows you how boring it is in newcastle, i might just apply to change school next semester, will have to see how things go. Time do fly by so fast...it is already going to be week 6 for the new semester...god help me as i have quizes coming up...I wonder what are my friends in sg doing right now...maybe at Mohd Sultan partying the night away....lol...ok time to sleep now as there is a "world cup" tournament tomorrow...time to get my shin kicked again...good thing i am playing as a sub...hahaha don't have to run so much..

2004-12-30T18:15:00.000+08:00

30th of December, life is good to me though today i woke up feeling sad. After learning about the news in China that the death toll now is coming to 100,000. I just dun have the appetite to eat or do anything. Tomorrow is New Year's Eve, and the thought of other people will not be celebrating instead they will be attending funerals. 2004 has not been a good year at all. And all i wished for is 2005 to be a better year.

2004-11-21T18:57:00.000+08:00

21st Nov, Sunday 9.58pm. It has been a long long time ever since i updated my blog, for those who read and follow, i apologised for the long delay due to studies and stupid examinations. Well, actually i have one more paper to go on tuesday and it is my last and i will be heading back to SG for 3 months. During the time where i never update my blog, things happen. Me falling sick, too many assignments to hand up, injured shoulder, twisted ankle, my laptop died on me for a while and so on... well it is a good thing to see my laptop up and running again. So now i can update my blog hehehe.. i am running out of things to write hahahah so maybe that is all for now ciaos~! hope to write a long one soon~!!

2004-10-08T04:55:00.000+08:00

7am, the sun is up and shining and i am up too....and no, this time i did slept and woke up. hehehe. i was watching 'Ambush in 10 ways', a chinese show that should be showing in the cinemastaring Andy Lau, Zhang Ziyi and Jing Chengwu. Once again the movie protraited the selfishness of human, with Andy Lau killing Zhang Ziyi, the person who he loved. Are we humans really capable of something like that? i guess the answer in is yes, as i have seen many accounts of people trying to destroy each other's life, especially couples, when they are in love, everything is perfect for them. However, when things turn sour, they can curse and swear and bad mouth one another. Is this human nature? Things that we can't have, we must not let others have it?

Guess seeing all this have made me a different person, taking things easy. If all the people in the world will stop and think for a while, when someone leaves you, they leaves you for a reason. Whatever shitty or lousy the reason it may be, we just have to accept it and face the fact. There is no point in hurting each other and bad mouthing each other because all those things just bring nothing but misery, anger, sadness and all the negative things. And if people really accept the facts, there won't be any murder case due to jealousy or stuff like that, seen too much of those cases in the show Medical Detectives.

But i guess jealousy and the others feeling makes us human. In that case we will just have to master our own emotions. I know seeing your loved one embracing in another's amrs can be hurting and sometimes too hurting. However we cannot just because of that we going and punch there guy or kill him. These actions won't make your loved one come back to you, if you really treasure him/her you just have to pick up the pieces and starts to woo her again and make her realised that you are the one for her. But this way there is no garantee that she will come back to you. The world is imperfect, i guess that is what makes it interesting at the same time a sad place to be in.

Some of us have the internet and luxury of a home to go back to, while those in war torn countries have only temporary shelters and always living in fear when the bomb will fall on them. Why is there this much difference when all of us are living on the same planet?

Actually i been thinking about all this things for a long long time, and i just cannot seems to find a logical reason for why this is happening? I guess i will be continuing my journey to find the answers to all this questions. ok so much for my thoughts and questions.

Time to update my life and putting it down before i forget what i wanna typed. hehehe i have terrible short term memory, i can forget what i wanna say in like a short 5 secs~~! yes 5 secs~!! let me see what did i do last night. oh yes, went to play badminton, and finally i am starting to play like i used to played before, however i am still far from what i was back when i was 15 - 16 yrs old. Haahaha guess i am a old man right now. I think i strain my back while playing yesterday. Now i am having a freaking backache.

Exams is coming up soon in like less than a month and then i will be heading back to the Singapore where most of my friends are. i can't wait to get back to see them and most importantly i wanna see MoMo, Pup Pup and Vicky. Strangely enough that i dun really miss my parents that much, hahaha maybe because i am having a good and peaceful time over here where my mother then champion in 'chanting' cannot chant at me. I have like total control of my life over here. I get to do what i wan and whenever i like :).

In a few hours time i am gonna go sydney to the motor show to se the concept cars~!! woohoo cars, babes, more cars and more babes~!!! what else can i ask for? Oh if there is a god, there is something that i wanna ask for and i wanna have GF~!!!! Hahahaha i guess i been single for too long, way too long.

Yi - this if for you ya, try to relax when you are down or sad ok? DO NOT FORGET that your curb dropping teacher is just a sms away. An expensive sms, something like $0.20 for 1 sms?? hehehe DO NOT hesitate to sms ya.

CW- you better not work so many late nights ya, it is not good for health, i want you to be tip top condition when i come back for the badminton show down. So you have no reasons hahahah

My Master Cheryl - Don't be stress out on your studies and take things easy ya, i will be back soon and we will go out for movies and food~!!! :)~~~ freaking missed some of the food back home.

PCHK - hey i will be coming to sydney soon, and dun stress on your work ya, just give me a call when you are stressed out. HMDE will be here with a listening ear.

GF Vanessa - ... ... ... ... ... i don't think she ever reads my blog but this is here just in case she reads, You better not do whatever you said in your e-mail ... ... or else~~!! Oh btw, for the readers, GF --> Good Friend hehehehe

Tingly - My precious daughter, you ah also must take care of yourself and remember to tell your mummykins when and where are you coming over to aus to study ya.

hmmm i guess i shall go and do some research on which of the car rental is cheapest. heheheh. Till next time~!! Ciaos

2004-10-08T03:32:00.001+08:00

hmm drunk mashi-maru?? so cute

2004-10-08T03:32:00.000+08:00

smoking party contigent

2004-10-08T03:31:00.002+08:00

Pooky~~!!

2004-10-08T03:31:00.001+08:00

lenny boi wans a piece of the action

2004-10-08T03:31:00.000+08:00

beer - $10
couch in cellar - free
giving your friend a blowjob and getting it on picture - $ Priceless

2004-10-08T03:30:00.001+08:00

lenny boi and russell boi

2004-10-08T03:30:00.000+08:00

guess frank enjoy the errmmm you know what

2004-10-08T03:29:00.001+08:00

gwenia, me and pooky at the 'DJing' table

2004-10-08T03:29:00.000+08:00

Franky the drunk with the US

2004-10-08T03:28:00.000+08:00

a photo tells a thousand words

2004-10-08T03:27:00.001+08:00

he is good~~!!!

2004-10-08T03:27:00.000+08:00

erm the next singapore cum australian idol?

2004-10-08T03:26:00.001+08:00

Dancing King~!

2004-10-08T03:26:00.000+08:00

Harleem giving a go try to sqeeze out cleavage

2004-10-06T06:15:00.000+08:00

to my friends, do you think this is true?

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2004-10-06T06:04:00.000+08:00

hmmm, do i really have a dark soul?

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You haven't lived an all-so-ahppy life, and it's taken it's toll. Malice and cynicsm rotate around all your thoughts, and you are always prepared for the worst.

2004-10-06T05:32:00.000+08:00

it is 7.32am when i start to input this entry, something is seriously wrong with me. this is because i been sleeping in the day and waking up at night. am i turning into a blood sucking vampire? i sometimes wonder, what will be the feeling like, living for eternity. just finish watching armageddon, and it reminds me something in my past. which is so full of crap, all the back-stabbing, betrayal, sadness filled life.

teared just now while watching the show, damn the part where bruce willis died is just so sad. especially the part where he talk to liv tylor after he decided to stay behind and detonate the bomb. i guess all parents loved their children one way or another.

Chang Wen - all of a sudden i missed 'you know who' very much and badly. am i want the webby cam and the stupid audigy~!!!! hehehe so that i can be an exhibitionist muahahah

after watching armageddon, i begin to realise that there is some truth to a saying " All Good Things Must Come To An End " which in the 24 years of my life, it has always been true. timing is always wrong. why must god torture me like that?

however i am happy about one thing, i found my long lost friends over friendster, Jarick, Danny, Jospehine, Anson. oh man it has really be along time ever since i saw anyone of them. now i cannot wait to get back to singapore to meet up with them.

plans for the week - i wanna go to darling harbour in sydney to the motor show and see all the nice looking cars available...but i am too poor to own anyone of them. but i guess it will be a good time to check out the available models. hehehe make some comparson among all the brands.

Feeling at the moment - Mixed ( happy and sad )

i really should rest my left arm. i think i strain it too much that once in a while, the arm will hurt. guess that this is the proof that i am getting old.

ok time to go do some cooking and then go for my morning jog. hope my knee can take it :)

2004-09-30T20:54:00.000+08:00

Thoughts

It has been a while since i actually post something on my blog...well time to update and leave some memories here....good, bad, happy, sad....etc....hmmm where and how should i start...oh first stop is something that i have been thinking. Why must human beings fight human beings??...take for example the case of america and iraq...endless lifes have been sacrificed for the dispute between 2 person...bush and osama...why can't they just settle it by themselve in the singapore traditional ah beng way...fight 1 to 1 la... that way we won't have to endure the tragedy of sept 11th. I mean what has the people in those 2 building done to deserve that kind of stuff happening to them? And the people of iraq will be living happily instead of living in a war torn city. And who is right and who is wrong?? Put yourself in Bush's shoe...and see the way he see things...hey you will see that he is right....put yourself in Osama shoes....hey he is right too....damn...can't the world just stop fighting....then come the terrorists....i mean what right di they have to go and kidnapped the people who went to their country trying to build up their economics for them? and then behead them??...come on man...not all whites or asians are against you...well the way i see it...then end of the war in iraq...is actually a new beginning of another war that is about to come up...and i sometime wonder which country and when will it be...i won't be surprised if the US is involved again...It is just sad to see that 1 human being can do such nasty thing to another human being.

I must have been thinking too much to blah all those stuff out....well i guess that is life...cause 1 thing that i have come to realise is that things that is happening around the world no matter how far it is, it will affect you one way or another. In Miss World Beauty Contest....they always wish for world peace....and i really wonder what is the defination of world peace...and when will that come?? Will world peace comes when mankind is totally wiped out? I think if mankind ceased to exist maybe world peace will really come...cause look around you...all the thing that we are using comes at a price. Example the paper you write on?...have you wonder how many tress have been chopped to produce it?...and due to that we have a hole in the ozone....electricity, generated by ??? crude oil?? and saddam actually set fire on the oil wells in kuwait...cars...bus...the flats you live in....all this has been done by destroying nature...hmmm.....are we walking towards our own destruction? our own end?....because on this earth i think the living thing that has done most damage is US...humans... ehh...how come i am blabbing something else hahahaha......guess i must be tired from all the work done during the week...

Maybe i will be better after i hand in my assignment tomorrow....and maybe go sydney to walk around....and do some shopping therapy...i think i should just stop here...before i goes on talking nonsense again...

2004-09-28T13:33:00.000+08:00

You're a Cafe Mocha!

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2004-09-26T23:17:00.001+08:00

hehehe ah lian momo...

2004-09-26T23:17:00.000+08:00

Cool eh?

2004-09-26T23:16:00.000+08:00

hmmm NEO MoMo?

2004-09-23T01:07:00.000+08:00

Naked Lady?

2004-09-23T01:06:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder if she really knew what was going on...what a pose~~!!

2004-09-21T23:34:00.001+08:00

ehehhe Fatty PuP PuP

2004-09-21T23:34:00.000+08:00

PuP PuP trying to gain sympathy i think hehe

2004-09-21T23:33:00.001+08:00

hehehe Stupid MoMo

2004-09-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

MoMo again she is so cute~~!!

2004-09-21T23:32:00.000+08:00

MoMo with her fur shaved

2004-09-21T23:27:00.000+08:00

It's raining hail~~!!! Haliluya~!! The labs is closed~~!!! oh man how am i going to work on my assignments with the labs closed....i hope that the lecturer will give us extension...if not i am really gonna be pissed man~~!!

It has been a while since i came to Australia....and i realised that i missed somebody alot....in fact 3 of them....They are MoMo, Puppy a.k.a PuP PuP and Vicky. hehehe you guessed it~~!! they are my doggies....hehee i hope my mum don't see this post hahaha...if not she is going to chant at my ears when i get back to Singapore...hahahaha....Well i better get going and post the pictures....if not that Chang Wen is gonna Chant too....hmmm i wonder who is better at chanting....Chang Wen or my Mum...hehehe

2004-09-20T11:24:00.000+08:00

The old building in sydney

2004-09-19T03:09:00.000+08:00

You're a Vampire. Vampires were the creatures of
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the sunlight. If they actually existed, it's
very possible they had the skin disease that
made you allergic to the sun so whenever the
sunlight would hit it, it would hurt like
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freaks and kept werewolves as pets. (If you
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2004-09-19T03:03:00.000+08:00

You are water. You're not really organic; you're
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2004-09-19T01:21:00.000+08:00

You are Gambit!
You are a fierce fighter and a good friend to have.
Your preference for solitude and your
attractiveness make you very intriguing to
those you meet. Unfortunately, close
relationships are few and far between for you
because you often have trouble opening up to
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2004-09-14T16:28:00.000+08:00

My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love is on the line

A little late for all the things you didn't say
I'm not sad for you
But I'm sad for all the time I had to waste
'Cause I learned the truth
Your heart is in a place I no longer wanna be
I knew there'd come a day
I'd set you free
'Cause I'm sick and tired
Of always being sick and tired

Your love isn't fair
You live in a world where you didn't listen
And you didn't care

So I'm floating
Floating on air

No warning of such a sad song
Of broken hearts
My dreams of fairy tales and fantasy, oh
Were torn apart I lost my peace of mind
Somewhere along the way
I knew there's come a time
You'd hear me say
I'm sick and tired
Of always being sick and tired

2004-09-13T13:42:00.001+08:00

Sithu and Carmen~~!! what a pair

2004-09-13T13:42:00.000+08:00

2004-09-13T13:41:00.000+08:00

babe from korea

2004-09-13T13:33:00.000+08:00

Life is normal here during the weekdays, but things become very different once the weekends come. Party, booze, babes and people puking their guts out....this is the time where we make new friends...and the medium?? Beer.... Beer is like tea here over in Australia....you eat lunch...you drink beer....you eat dinner....you drink beer....hahaha well at least what i observed....i sprain my ankle and couldn't walk maybe that is why i have time to actually sit down in front of my computer to update my blog...hehehe..well not exactly updating but just sitting down here typing whatever rubbish i can think up of...hehehe maybe i will post a few pics up later.... Live Long and Prosper

2004-09-05T04:28:00.000+08:00

PCHK~~!!! * Muah *

2004-09-05T04:24:00.000+08:00

i Miss my PCHK~~~!!!! Ever since i been here to Australia i been saying that i wan to go and visit my beloved PCHK....oh oh just in case you are wondering what the H*LL is PCHK, it simply stands for Pretty Cute Hello Kitty...ehehe i will post her picture up later...* wink *

It is already 6.30 in the morning and i am still awake...been crazy and played monopoly since 12 till now....hahahaha...first time ever in history of my life...staying up playing monopoly....until the stupid bank gone bankrupt...ok not really bankrupted but ran out of dollar notes!!!! Can you imagine~~!!! $500 and $100 notes all gone.....so are the $50 ~~!!!!hahah....

I think i better go and get some sleep.....before i go more bonkers....have to wake up for badminton later....hopefully

2004-09-04T20:04:00.000+08:00

Real Size KingFisher~~!!! up to my waist~~!! neh neh...My new pet

2004-09-04T20:03:00.000+08:00

The Rainbow has no pot of gold at the end...cause i dive into the river to verify...no pot of gold~~! :(

2004-09-04T20:01:00.000+08:00

The Bike from hell where you have to ride it upside down

2004-09-04T20:00:00.000+08:00

Fried Prawn Hokkien Mee Eugene Style

2004-09-04T17:42:00.000+08:00

Just a song that i think that i should share with you all. It is by Metallica, some of the guys might know this song and i kinda like the lyrics as it somehow describe my present life in short. Here you go, enjoy " Nothing Else Matters " by Metallica. Always believed in what we do and live a life of no regrets~~

Nothing Else Matters

So close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters
never opened myself this way
life is ours, we live it our way
all these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters
trust I seek and I find in you
every day for us something new
open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I knows
o close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know
never opened myself this way
life is ours, we live it our way
all these words I don't just say
trust I seek and I find in you
every day for us something new
open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know
so close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
no nothing else matters

2004-08-30T16:35:00.000+08:00

Thoughts: Je souhaite que décembre vienne rapidement ainsi je peux retourner et la voir

After coming to Australia to study, i have been thinking about someone and it is really sad to leave her and come here...now that i am here i kinda feel like the distance is begining to widen. Not that it is close in the first place...i sometimes wonder if she knew how i feel for her...maybe she does and maybe she dun...and i dun even have her pictures...ok i do have a few but i guess i will have to make do....and every now and then i will read the postcard that she wrote and look at the drawing that she drew...now all i can hope is that i can be with her when i get back.

I missed everyone back home....from the etaks gang to my family to the guys at icehockey to my poly friends....well guess i will just have to be patience till then...hehehe cannot wait to see them...but most importantly i just wanna see that someone special.

Oh btw CW i will be getting my webby cam soon...hehe then it will be time to exhibit myself~~!! hahaha

I remember Love - Air Supply

I've been staring at the floor
And i've been holding back the tears
And i'd been talking to the walls
If the walls had ears
And now it seems that every time
I look into your eyes
There is only so far i can see

So take me back there
Where only we can go
When you touch me the memories unfold
And i remember love
I remember love
Do you remember love?
I've been looking to the future

2004-08-11T20:22:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm sometimes i wonder i come aus to study electrical engineering or i come aus to learn to cook lol....well well it seems that time and age is catching up to me play 3 hours of badminton my backside aches like hell lol.....heheheheh over strech already heheheh

2004-08-09T08:13:00.000+08:00

Breakfast for 2 anyone?? hehe Sunday breakfast~~!!! Now monday dun know wan to cook what

2004-08-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

The usual Eggy~~!!

2004-08-07T23:42:00.001+08:00

Chicken With Vege~~!!!!