Thursday, June 01, 2006
Wednessday, 1.28 am
Location: Bar Beach
I am feeling so much better now, after all those gibberish that i have type in my note pad.
Today has been a pleasant day for me. Handed in my 3240 Assignment.
Guess i am abit worried about April, cause her submission is due soon,
and we stay up the whole night doing work, me writing my essay n her drawing her stuff on autocad.
She didn't have much sleep to start with and she still have tons of stuff to do for her 17%.
Sure hope she copes well with her sub, kinda running low on cash right now, maybe it is time to xfer some funds over.
what am i going to do with 2 cars? i got no need for that lol guess i might need to sell it,maybe fund will be available there.
time to save up a bit for sdyney this coming weekend lol
Ooh did i mention that the scenery at Bar Beach is beautiful at night, the sound of the wind, the waves,
just kinda soothing.
Been thinking why i didn't wanna stay in my room so much, maybe because it is fill with tons of painful memories,
maybe that is why i wanna get out, guess from now, that room is just a place for me to sleep and eat, after that time to get out,
lol how i wish i can just move to some where near Bar Beach, that will be nice, i can go suntanning~!! Yipee~!! Oops but i forgot,
it is winter right now. lol Freeze my butt off trying to get myself a nice brown tan :P
Maybe i should start writing something in a book, sort of confession to the sins that i have committed.
A book to tells the ugly past of mine, a scarred past.
To be honest, i was really quite bastard when i was young, toying around with ladies' feelings,
maybe what goes around, comes around.
Everyone has a past, ok i read this at someone else blog but it is true, everyone has a past,
and if a future someone learns about the past of yours and is kinda like ' errmmm i dun know ' this kinda people are not really worth it.
For me, i had have gfs with all kinds of past, married women, divorcee, single mum etc, people ask me, why do i still love them, when they
have such a past? Well the answer is really simple, you love a person for who she is, and not love the person for the past.
The past is there, it is permanently there, what can you do about it? and if you really love that someone, you would care much for his/her past
You love the person for who he/she is, and if the relationship really doesn't work out, fine he/she is not the one for you.
One thing i have learn from all my relationships, that is to forgive and forget, no matter how bad the mistake is, as long as she is honest with you,
you will have a future, you just have to forgive n forget, cause she has taken the most important first step, and that is to confess to you on her mistake.
He/she has already show you that you are the one for him/her, it will be your move to decide what to do, if you really love a person, you will forgive and forget,
I know that when this happen there is a scar, but things will work out if both parties trys hard enough to create many wonderful memories to over-shadow it.
Dammit why am i always back to this topic on relationship. lol i guess i should go and write a book or something.
EuGeNe â¥
12:33 AM
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