Couldn't stay at home, too much things has happen for the past few hours. She wants me back, why do this has to happen each and everytime i decided to move on? She told me another drastic news again, she got together with my childhood friend. Then call and cried on the phone,why? because my childhood friend dumped her. She thought that me and my childhood friend conspired against her, what an insult, added to injury. I knew that this will happen, but she insisted that she will not fall for him, Blah Blah Blah...telling me how much she loves me, but dun you think, it is just a little bit too late? to tell me that now? why couldn't she tell me earlier? when i was still trying to hang on to whatever that is left. No, she has to wait till all this has happened, then she comes crying to me?
if she has the cheek to get another bf after we broke up, why does she wants me back? she threaten me with death, and took a whole row of panadol. what is it that she wants from me? All this time, is she toying me? can someone tell me? Someone says give her false hope, but to me, that will just make things worse when i get back to sg. I just wanna get this over with, i wanna move on with my life, i wanna be free from all this, i dun need more worries now, not now, especially that the exam is coming soon.
Well, good thing someone is here with me, i guess if that person is not here, well that person is kinda sensible at the same time, heartless to guys. i would not know how to handle the situation, if not for her providing me so many options. So a BIG THANK YOU to YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
Another good news is that i finally might be able to get rid of the baleno, my first baby in Aus, which has gone thru thick and thin with me, so many mods that i did myself, new stereo, neon light, sensitive throttle, new 18" rims. Maybe i will post a picture of it later. :)
