Friday, October 08, 2004
7am, the sun is up and shining and i am up too....and no, this time i did slept and woke up. hehehe. i was watching 'Ambush in 10 ways', a chinese show that should be showing in the cinemastaring Andy Lau, Zhang Ziyi and Jing Chengwu. Once again the movie protraited the selfishness of human, with Andy Lau killing Zhang Ziyi, the person who he loved. Are we humans really capable of something like that? i guess the answer in is yes, as i have seen many accounts of people trying to destroy each other's life, especially couples, when they are in love, everything is perfect for them. However, when things turn sour, they can curse and swear and bad mouth one another. Is this human nature? Things that we can't have, we must not let others have it?
Guess seeing all this have made me a different person, taking things easy. If all the people in the world will stop and think for a while, when someone leaves you, they leaves you for a reason. Whatever shitty or lousy the reason it may be, we just have to accept it and face the fact. There is no point in hurting each other and bad mouthing each other because all those things just bring nothing but misery, anger, sadness and all the negative things. And if people really accept the facts, there won't be any murder case due to jealousy or stuff like that, seen too much of those cases in the show Medical Detectives.
But i guess jealousy and the others feeling makes us human. In that case we will just have to master our own emotions. I know seeing your loved one embracing in another's amrs can be hurting and sometimes too hurting. However we cannot just because of that we going and punch there guy or kill him. These actions won't make your loved one come back to you, if you really treasure him/her you just have to pick up the pieces and starts to woo her again and make her realised that you are the one for her. But this way there is no garantee that she will come back to you. The world is imperfect, i guess that is what makes it interesting at the same time a sad place to be in.
Some of us have the internet and luxury of a home to go back to, while those in war torn countries have only temporary shelters and always living in fear when the bomb will fall on them. Why is there this much difference when all of us are living on the same planet?
Actually i been thinking about all this things for a long long time, and i just cannot seems to find a logical reason for why this is happening? I guess i will be continuing my journey to find the answers to all this questions. ok so much for my thoughts and questions.
Time to update my life and putting it down before i forget what i wanna typed. hehehe i have terrible short term memory, i can forget what i wanna say in like a short 5 secs~~! yes 5 secs~!! let me see what did i do last night. oh yes, went to play badminton, and finally i am starting to play like i used to played before, however i am still far from what i was back when i was 15 - 16 yrs old. Haahaha guess i am a old man right now. I think i strain my back while playing yesterday. Now i am having a freaking backache.
Exams is coming up soon in like less than a month and then i will be heading back to the Singapore where most of my friends are. i can't wait to get back to see them and most importantly i wanna see MoMo, Pup Pup and Vicky. Strangely enough that i dun really miss my parents that much, hahaha maybe because i am having a good and peaceful time over here where my mother then champion in 'chanting' cannot chant at me. I have like total control of my life over here. I get to do what i wan and whenever i like :).
In a few hours time i am gonna go sydney to the motor show to se the concept cars~!! woohoo cars, babes, more cars and more babes~!!! what else can i ask for? Oh if there is a god, there is something that i wanna ask for and i wanna have GF~!!!! Hahahaha i guess i been single for too long, way too long.
Yi - this if for you ya, try to relax when you are down or sad ok? DO NOT FORGET that your curb dropping teacher is just a sms away. An expensive sms, something like $0.20 for 1 sms?? hehehe DO NOT hesitate to sms ya.
CW- you better not work so many late nights ya, it is not good for health, i want you to be tip top condition when i come back for the badminton show down. So you have no reasons hahahah
My Master Cheryl - Don't be stress out on your studies and take things easy ya, i will be back soon and we will go out for movies and food~!!! :)~~~ freaking missed some of the food back home.
PCHK - hey i will be coming to sydney soon, and dun stress on your work ya, just give me a call when you are stressed out. HMDE will be here with a listening ear.
GF Vanessa - ... ... ... ... ... i don't think she ever reads my blog but this is here just in case she reads, You better not do whatever you said in your e-mail ... ... or else~~!! Oh btw, for the readers, GF --> Good Friend hehehehe
Tingly - My precious daughter, you ah also must take care of yourself and remember to tell your mummykins when and where are you coming over to aus to study ya.
hmmm i guess i shall go and do some research on which of the car rental is cheapest. heheheh. Till next time~!! Ciaos
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4:55 AM
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